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[selfcomposed]

I am just further bothered

Comments

[celestialmarvel]

Time can be good for any couple...the more time that you are apart the more time that you two can appreciate each other when you are together. The sweeter the reunion is!

[selfcomposed]

yes, so very right
i think that i just need time to accomplish something and then i'll start feeling better...

goals for the day
accoplish something

[whatwasitodo]

Sometimes I find myself doing the same thing with my girlfriend. I know I don't see her a lot, but there are just times where I don't want to talk to her or see her and watch if she misses me or how I miss her. I just want to know how things can be in all instances even if I wasn't there. What happened to that San Antonio thing you had going on? Sometimes, we all have to forget ourselves and that I think is the hardest part. At least for a lot of people, it is.

randomness-- randomness

[selfcomposed]

Fast poster, I guess we must be online at the same time...

San Antonio-- still up in the air, waiting on the law school. those hookers can't get it together and send me a status update-- fuckers.

(i am in a horribly bad mood).

I think that it's part of it. I know that he loves me and I know that he will miss me. Do I miss him missing me, like when we were apart, maybe. I guess I just want to feel wanted by someone. I don't feel very wanted, or needed, or anything. I think that I am starting to become very passive agressive about it. I think that I am just doing things to make people respond, just so that I know that they are there, and then go back to ignoring the friendship/relationship, like I do...