Im so fucking tired of messing up everything good that happens to me. I fucked things up with TJ, I fucked things up with Richard, I fucked things up with Tony, and ONCE AGAIN I am fuckign things up with Brett! All I ever complain about is wanting to be happy with a guy who friggin likes me and every time I do get that, I mess iit up... and no im ( Read more... )

I might just be the worst person alive :\ Last Night... omg

Last Night Was The Greatest! =P The party sucked MAJORLY and in the end the cops came and broke it up. But my Favorite Boyzssss aka my Curbside Bullies, made it allll worth it!

Quote of the Decade: Got Digits?

I'd kill to be playing The Sims 2 Right Now ( Read more... )

Wow, 3 updates in one day. What an update whore I am! But yaaaaah, go read
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( eL nayrB: who woulda knew that a chicken could be sexy )

School isnt turning out too bad. As long as I get my 3.8 ill be straight yo ;)

So yea, Chandelle is having a surprised birthday party for this girl; from Watkins Mill and the girls name is Elise... so I was tellign Elise SPAULDING about it and she knows none of the people involved with this party:

Sek Z n Thick: I <3 ya elise, im so bummed ( Read more... )

Do you guys remember where you were on September 11th 2001 ( Read more... )

Dude, take back everthing I said about Jim. Honestly, thats not a friend... at all. Kinda makes me sad, if I ever had somethign like totally private that I couldnt keep to myself, Id go and tell Jim in a heartbeat and he'd actually care. Now, I dont even want to TALK to him at times. Even boys are fake these days...wat a blower. Ugh!

So yea, since I fucked up royally with Brett after the game on Friday, tommorow is my day to try and make things better.... hopefully.

Richard made my day today! He called me beautiful. Its so small, but coming from him, that just made me feel so good. Like, maybe.....2 months ago. I think I would have DIED if Richard Merritt said that to me. ( Read more... )