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Im so fucking tired of messing up everything good that happens to me. I fucked things up with TJ, I fucked things up with Richard, I fucked things up with Tony, and ONCE AGAIN I am fuckign things up with Brett! All I ever complain about is wanting to be happy with a guy who friggin likes me and every time I do get that, I mess iit up... and no im not gonna post what I did cause... thats just something im not proud of and dont want to put out there... but ive never EVER done anything of this calibur in my life and I regret it so much. I just wish I could erase the weekend. Not the whole thing... cause the concert and hanging out with my friends was fucking awesome. Just that one night...