I hate what happened here tonight. I hate it.

I'm such a moron.

I am alone with my surroundings. I am making all of this up in my head. I am the anti-reality. I am life without validation. I am getting what I deserve right now. All of this is what I deserve, all of this thrown in my face, and I deserve to feel this miserable.

Just be patient, ( Read more... )

...all I have to say right now is wow.
That was so unexpected and so amazing. I want it again. Right.... now. Tonight was so incredible that it's crazy.

edit: no. no. that shouldn't have happened. none of it.

It's so fragile, you know. Give it the smallest push and it will fall over again. There's no getting back up. There's no getting back up. And I am done with this.

And the dogs slaughter each other softly,
Love burns its casualties.
We are damaged provider modules,
Spill the seeds at our children's feet.
I'm so empty here without you.
I know they want me dead.

I know its the last day on Earth,
We'll be together while the planet dies.
I know it's the last day on earth,
We'll never say goodbye.I need to sever ( Read more... )

May you rest in peace good sir Landon Velasquez. I didn't know you personally but obviously you have touched many lives that are a part of my life, and you will forever live on in their memories.

I am so tired of the good people dying.

I bemoan the wounds of fortune with weeping eyes, for the gifts she made me she perversely takes away.

Alright... It's about time I did something like this. To all of you who actually know me - reply to this post anonymously, and tell me what you really think about me. Positive, negative, whatever. I don't care. This is more geared towards people who know me in real life, but if you are an online friend and feel like you know me well enough to pass ( Read more... )

Entropy consumes everything.

I'm trying to stay on top of things. I'm trying to keep myself focused on homework and reading instead of other things, but I always find myself staring back at my wall keeping myself away from this world, but why? to try to hide away from the creature that I am? What am I anyway? Does it even matter what I am? or who I am? All I know is that the ( Read more... )

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