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seishikain

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Mar 30, 2004 14:48

Alright... It's about time I did something like this. To all of you who actually know me - reply to this post anonymously, and tell me what you really think about me. Positive, negative, whatever. I don't care. This is more geared towards people who know me in real life, but if you are an online friend and feel like you know me well enough to pass ( Read more... )

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anonymous March 30 2004, 13:04:49 UTC

i think you're one of the best people in the yunee-verce. w00t.
your perceptions are intriguing, your visions are unexplainable
your intuition is... frighteningly good, and your empathy is second to none.
you don't accept default answers. you don't let yourself behave in the stupid ways you see others behave. your subpsyche builds defenses that protect your sane decisions and humanity, though your passion for certain situations, more often than not, can overcome these shields, spitting you out on one side of an argument or another, depending on your basic morals. these statements could be general but they're not. and god damnit, you already know who this is. anyway. your mind works in ways like no one else i've ever met, and it amazes me all the time. i understand and i don't. it's appealing and apalling. it is love and it is fear. it is sometimes frustrated confusion.

seishikain March 30 2004, 13:11:08 UTC

I knew who it was before you even finished the first sentence, but that's okay. Thanks for your quick response anyway. Although, to be honest with you, I was expecting a bit more negative things about me from you, considering you know my character better than most people that know me in real life and also the things that we've both been through and discussed. It's good to know that you don't see me as a horrid person...

anonymous March 30 2004, 13:17:17 UTC

well you're not a horrible person.
but if you were really in the mood to hear something negative...
hmmm... let's see.... you....
um. you. live too far away. SO THERE.

anonymous March 30 2004, 15:28:27 UTC

I dont really know you well at all, however I know of others that do and from what I can tell and have heard youre a wonderful person who is always putting others first (sometimes you have to know when to do something for yourself)
..to write more would simply be repeating what anonymous number one wrote.

negative things hmm? you dont have enough fun! uhh I guess that's not really characteristic but shhh

seishikain March 30 2004, 15:58:01 UTC

mm, thank you for your kind words.

anonymous March 30 2004, 18:10:15 UTC

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seishikain March 31 2004, 21:02:15 UTC

I haven't seen those in quite some time... perhaps I'll meet you on there again soon.

anonymous March 30 2004, 19:38:11 UTC

Well, uh .. what can I say? From what I have been exposed to?

You, to me, appear to be a good person. You seem to suffer, however, from a continual state of sadness, even depression. One of those people that walks around and on the outside, perhaps, puts on a mask that shows nothing but on the inside there is some pain.. definitely some pain. I know this look because it is the one I wear all the time.

What else is there for me to say? Not much else really. I guess.. I see both a person who wants to be really happy in you, and at the same time, someone who is kind of stuck in a rut, but what's being done about getting out of that rut? -shrugs- I'm probably just talking out of my ass, but oh well. That's what I think.. and you asked for it.

seishikain March 31 2004, 21:04:51 UTC

Thank you. You're right, by the way... But as for what I'm doing about it, I'm not sure what, exactly, needs to be done.

anonymous March 30 2004, 20:23:57 UTC

i think you're too sad and angry all too often, and not to sound like some horribly blinded optimist, but you could use a bit of cheer. i can't complain, though, because YOU don't complain; i can name handfuls upon handfuls of people who just whine and whine, "god i'm so depressed. i need my happy pills. god the world sucks. wah, wah," but you don't. you're pretty self-sufficient and obviously more than content to keep to yourself unless something is REALLY bothering you. what i mean to say, and what i can't think of a better way to phrase, is that you realize how stupid it is to whine and bring other people down with your problems. if you want to share what's going on, you will; if not, i won't pry. that's your business. (i'm rambling; i'd better stop now ( ... )

seishikain March 31 2004, 21:08:40 UTC

It's not that I'm afraid they won't like me. I'm not sure what it is, really, but I do know it's not that. Thank you for your words. I guess I'm just trying to prove myself wrong with all of this... It seems to be working.