mr. smith is different this year and i don't get why. and "friends" is a shaky, over-used word that I rarely say when describing people that I know. Why? Because its just like you say... they say one thing then its like HAHA JK WE DON'T WANNA HEAR IT! minus the "haha," but you get what I'm saying. but still, I'm gonna be that kid who rains on your death parade because it is an overrated concept. If you think about it, death ENDS the problem of life, but it doesn't SOLVE it. and sure, it's way easier to end than it is to solve, but you really aren't doing the right thing.
I have absolutely nothing to look forward to either, which is why I've learned to face failure and spit in it's face. I live for the moment. And yeah, sometimes I weigh the possible benefits and consequences, but that has become rare. I used to be so obsessed with TRYING to be perfect because I thought perfection would result in happiness, but it's the total opposite. When you can watch something go terrible wrong and just laugh, you have reached success.
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and "friends" is a shaky, over-used word that I rarely say when describing people that I know.
Why? Because its just like you say... they say one thing then its like HAHA JK WE DON'T WANNA HEAR IT!
minus the "haha," but you get what I'm saying.
but still, I'm gonna be that kid who rains on your death parade because it is an overrated concept.
If you think about it, death ENDS the problem of life, but it doesn't SOLVE it. and sure, it's way easier to end than it is to solve, but you really aren't doing the right thing.
Learn from my mistakes.
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when i saw him over the summer he was alot better.. and ive told him that.. he just laughs.
i kno but for me there is honestly nothing to look foreward to in life...
i cant tell smitty or my therapist how im acutlly feeling or i'll be put into a hospital..
i understand killing myself doesnt solve the problem it just ends it.. but i'd take either at this point...
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