all u have to do is think ( Read more... )

i wake up in the morning to a beautiful surprise ( Read more... )

whats up dolls ( Read more... )

negative clouds pull through ( Read more... )

well, last nite alaina dyed my hair for me.. it's like bloody red... it's effin hott. i'm going to touch it up today though because, well, since we were a bit drunk.. mistakes are bound to happen, lol. last nite we hung out at kims.. me, alan, alaina, and, well, kim of course ( Read more... )

today i woke up at 7. after one hour of sleep and a horrid dream... i went to orientation. that part of my day is not worth mentioning at all. all that matters is i'm taking some steps ahead ( Read more... )

i remember looking everywhere and feeling like a kaleidescope. like i was inside one all my own, my little world, my special vision.. shot straight out of my eyes.. the windows.. everyone was glimmering and shimmering like stars everywhere and it was all so beautiful but you couldn't make any sense out of it at all except that it was supposed to ( Read more... )

I'm just going to throw all the dirt away right now, because I forget at times that I don't have to walk through this world all filthy with flashes of regret and self pity. It's because in so many situations I seem to just disregard myself, disregard my true feelings... with the true heart of a self destructive soul as I pounce around this earth ( Read more... )

why is her dream fading? because i was supposed to start sooner that's why.. it's seemed to have drifted away from me somewhere like a feather in the wind ( Read more... )

lately i've begun to think that my mom and dad are going insane.. i don't know if it's some sort of midlife crisis or what but it really sucks... sometimes i feel like everyone in my family is going crazy on there own and there is no way that we can help each other out.. it's just something each person has to do on there own but that sucks because ( Read more... )