Yes indeed, I'm alone again.
And here comes emptiness crashing in.
It's either love or hate,
I can't find in between,
'cause I've been with witches and I've been with a queen.

It wouldn't have worked out anyway.
So now it's just another lonely day.
Further along we just may.
But for now it's just another lonely day.

Wish there was something now I ( Read more... )

"It's the worst feeling in the world to love and hate someone at the same time. It's hard to watch things change when all you want is for them to stay the same. When you want everything and nothing at the same time. When you want to let go but you keep holding on. When you want to move on but your stuck right where you started. When feelings come ( Read more... )

If anyone knows of anyone who wants floor seats for the Saturday night Tim & Faith concert, please let me know... I bought tickets as soon as they went on sale, but I'd much rather go to the Sunday show!!

sure, i can accept that we're going nowhere,
but one last time let's go there.
lay down beside me.

I used to feel so alone in the city. All
those gazillions of people and then me, on
the outside. Because how do you meet a
new person? I was very stumped by this
for many years. And then I realized, you
just say 'hi'. They may ignore you.
Or you may marry them. And that
possibilty is worth that one word.

fuck this fukciing love bullshit. i hate it. i hatehim. i wish i could fucking hate him ebcause this si way too hard. its been 3 weeks. 21 fuckins days. he was supposed to come back by now. i need himn to come back. i miss him soo much and i hate htae htae him for making me so empty. i hate that we're wasting this time tgoether. despite fuckin ( Read more... )

nothing helps heal like a little bit of retail therapy :)

"I couldn't sleep last night because I know that it's over between us. I'm not bitter any more, because I know that what we had was real. And if in some distant place in the future we see each other in our new lives, I'll smile at you with joy and remember the time we spent together, learning from each other and growing in love. The best love is ( Read more... )

today was such a crummy day. i fell down the stairs rushing to work, spilled a tray of drinks all over myself at work, and then spilled the tray of remade drinks all over myself 2 minutes after spilling the first tray. yes, it was the most mortifying experience of my life.

so today i only cried once, as opposed to virtually nonstop the previous 3 days.

its kind of sinking in. and im ok.  it hurts like hell, but im pretty good considering.

still, this day can burn in hell. i had to go and serve expensive food to a bunch of assholes who are in love, and pretend to be happy about it all night. it was shitty as hell.