I miss the boat ( Read more... )

It is a new millennium.

Some how expected something more, some great...feeling that would come upon me during such a momentous moment in time. Not that I didn't enjoy myself. I could not imagine any way I would have rather spent my night, nor two finer people.

Perhaps this will be a time for change...

I miss Ireland.

It's all ready been a year ( Read more... )

I don't know what happened today. I think...everything just caught up with me all at once. I feel so empty and lost. He's dead...dead and...I mean fuck, it's really only just hit me that I'll never see him again. I didn't even get to say I lo goodbye ( Read more... )

I've never been so obsessed with neatness. I just start to get used to a path and Rudolph leaves some mess or another in the of room. I don't even know what it is until I'm flat on my face. I'm still not used to the cane, sweeping in time wit my steps is surprisingly difficult, and when I continctrate too hard I loose it ( Read more... )

I could have saved him.

I could have saved him, and my sight and...and I threw it all away for some kid I didn't even know. I miss him so much. I never he told hiI'm scared. Truly scared now, something I haven't known in so long. Nothing so inescapable like this. I woke up this morning and thought it had been a dream; that when I opened my ( Read more... )