thought the anxiety was pretty much gone. went to seth's party last night and realized it wasn't. so many people there that i hadn't seen since i've been back, it was just a little much. ended up being pretty antisocial.

montgomery... bleh.

coming back to montgomery has literally been making me sick to my stomach.... anxiety is really bad right now. i knew i didn't want to come back, but i didn't think it would be this bad

left kauai, now i'm in honolulu. i love it here. people are so nice. we were at a bar with lou's friends and molly (this girl i had just met) bought me a small $20 bouquet of yellow roses from the honolulu flower lady that was walking through the bar selling flowers. people have been unbelievably nice to me here. i haven't met one person that i don ( Read more... )

so i'll be back in montgomery on wed. 26th about 10pm... though i'm horribly sad that i have to leave kauai, i will be glad when i don't have to drag suitcases around all the time, and live out of them. there's a huge possibility that i'll move out here eventually. must get money saved of course....

the trip is awesome but in about a week or week and a half it'll be coming to an end... oh how sad that is ( Read more... )

seattle's way awesome!!! tomorrow we see the rest of seattle, then off to oregon and cali.....

i'm so lucky, and i'm having such a great, carefree time.....

this is killing me.. we should've been on the road by now, but this guy is supposed to change the oil and do some more shit to the car to get it ready, well the guy got way trashed last night and at 1:30 he was still sleeping. now it's almost 4 and i'm just ready to be on the road!!!

just came across another $1000... should make the trip even

only 4 more working days after today, and then.... ROAD TRIP!!!!!!!!! that's right, i finally decided what i'm doing when i leave here. we're going to take a week driving through canada, then we're going to hit up seattle, northern california, utah, and vegas (possibly with other stops in between), then from vegas we're flying to hawaii. should be ( Read more... )

MY BIRTHDAY IN 9 DAYS!!!! WHOOOOO!!!! AUGUST 11TH PEOPLE ( Read more... )

so i've got like 56 days left of my job... whoo!! i totally being in alaska, but man i hate working for princess. the company sucks, the supervisors suck, i don't think any of them know what they're doing. i wish i could just quit now, but my bonus is too much so far to just give back to them ( Read more... )