I invent details of conversations I've had with him so my friends don't realise that actually my crush is on a complete stranger to me. They can't understand why I don't just go over there and talk to him.

I half start to believe my own lies and so reality hurts me. I mean, he doesn't even know my name!

Such a loser.

I'm completely and utterly in love. It's the most wonderful thing ever. It hurts, but it's nice.

I'm scared it's going to go away and then I won't love her like I do. She makes me feel completed.

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