There is so much I would love to say right now... but I'm so upset that all I can think to say is that I give up.  I can't do this anymore.

My head is in so many places right now and I don't know what to do about it.  There's so much going on around me and I feel as if I'm being punished for something.  There are two guys that I like (not including Chris but whatever).  But both of them are pretty much off limits.  One of them I have really strong feelings for but there's something ( Read more... )

I feel like I'm having another emotional breakdown.  God damn it

I feel like I need a break from life.  Only problem is, I have no place I can go to where I can get my mind off of everything.  It seriously feels like my entire life is falling apart around me and there is absolutely nothing I can do about it.  I don't even have the strength to cry.  Nobody understands.  And everyones attempt to make me feel ( Read more... )

Been doing some thinking lately, and I've realized again how much I completely despise everything around me.

I don't want to be here anymore.

Revenge isn't so sweet now is it?  Fucking dumbass

I love my brother.  He is, without a doubt, the most fantastic person ever.  I don't care how fucked up he is.

If I can't get to him in time... everything is over.  I'll be in jail with him for killing that fucker who ratted him out.

I wish I never met him.

I'm tired of having my heart ripped out every time I see him.

I can't do this anymore.
Fuck it.

In anthropology today we watched a movie on body piercings and there was a lot in it about body suspention.  And now after watching it, I'm really interested in it.  Yes, I realize it's getting a few huge fishing hooks shoved through your skin and then get roped to a device to raise you in the air.  But it looks fantastic.  I'm seriously going to ( Read more... )

So I'm sitting in anthropology right now, and I suddenly want to punch someone.  I got a point more than someone on the homework and I made a joke about it.  For some dumb ass reason she got pissed off and said, "Well at least I'm not failing almost every class like you are."  WHAT THE FUCK?  Someone needs to take the stick out of her ass,  I mean ( Read more... )