Bitter *Locked from all his biological family*

[secondaryworld]

Since Freida had Cass I've really been trying hard to be less of a fucking misery. I think it's working. I don't know. Things have started to feel different. Not everything, but people don't react to me the same. I think I can be good at talking to people when I try to be

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[tattooedmisery]

Your father can be an incredibly difficult person to love.

But really, looking the way that you do, you wouldn't have any problem finding yourself a girl. So it's your fault, really. But ask your friends. I know it's a pride thing with guys. But seriously. Girls love playing match-maker. And they tend to hang out with girls that are like them. So find a girl you like that's taken, and ask her.

OOC: Technically, this shouldn't be possible for Sage at this point. But if Seihl was nearby, it could happen. My characters have a weird relation with their journals at the moment. But whatever! Bored with no journaling.

[secondaryworld]

"Can be an ncredibly difficult person to love" - talk about a fucking understatement.

I never had problems finding a girl. I've got Effy. Just because somebody cares about you doesn't mean it's simple, though. And it doesn't mean it's going to last.

[tattooedmisery]

There's never any guarantee that relationships are going to be simple or that they're going to last. That's why relationships are for men and women, not little boys and girls.

I think your mistake, then, is assuming that all of these relationships are easy. Or simple. I can't speak for most of the others, but mine and your father's relationship is anything but simple. Most of the time it's just clinging on for dear life.

[secondaryworld]

You don't have to tell me that things are fucking complicated and painful. And I've yet to see anything good that lasts. It has nothing to do with how mature I am.

I don't think that your relationship is simple. He's in it, so it's going to be fucking complicated. That's not what confuses me about it.

He's a bad fucking person. He shouldn't have anybody to love him. He doesn't deserve it.

The fact that anybody thinks differently - that's what confuses me. That's what pisses me off.

[king_gage]

..."Raluna" as a street name for a drug sounds pretty f*cking exotic, I have to say.

I may have to make that happen. Thanks!

[secondaryworld]

Pick your drug carefully, she might be offended depending on how it hits.

Also, Gage, can I just say that I love how fucking simple things are for you sometimes?

[king_gage]

Raluna would be a trippy narcotic high, obviously, that kicks you in the *ss in the morning.

You know how much work goes into making things simple? You work yourself to death trying to make sure you don't have to work. If it was anyone else, it wouldn't be worth it. With her...sh*t. Back to the f*cking drawing board, isn't it.

[secondaryworld]

I am laughing so hard right now. Nice call. What are we thinking, some version of acid?

I mean that you let things roll off your back pretty easy. If anything I'd guess you have to remember to deal with grudges 'cause Luna holds onto them so hard.