I had a most interesting day yesterday. It sort of, kind of went along with the flow of my tarot reading from the other day. Yesterday I hung out with an ex lover, old friend and love. There is a lot of negative things in the memories that we have formed together, our collective history. This was the first time in about six or seven months that we ( Read more... )

It's a shame when events occur in life that make some of one's stances on things change from day to day. Today, here I am again, hating people, again, and wondering, again, why I am not living in the mountains. Friends shouldn't steal from friends, or so I think. Perhaps I just have a better ideal for what a friendship should be like. The entire ( Read more... )

Today has been a good day, relatively uneventful, but with events nonetheless. I'm starting to get the swing of my days back, all it took was some initiative. I sat down for about an hour and a half to two hours and started on a random comic while listening to Laura Veirs and Jeff Buckley. I didn't finish the comic, but I left it sitting on my desk ( Read more... )

I wake up to loving messages and such on this, Thanksgiving day. For some reason these messages made it harder for me to climb out of bed and carry on with this day. I sleep way too much now, mostly out of existential tiredness rather then sheer, genuine exhaustion of the body. Though it is not just today, the majority of my days are like this ( Read more... )

You were present last night, but I felt a neutrality from your presence. No one is to say where the neutrality birthed, but it was nothing nonetheless. I hear stories. Contradictory stories from mutual friends, which give me the greatest form of the smallest hope, but apparently actions speak louder that words, or so I have been told throughout my ( Read more... )

You, you came into the room shortly after me and sat to the side of me. We exchanged words in pleasant conversation and a relaxing environment. You are easy to talk to and I enjoyed your company, a pleasant friendship ( Read more... )

I have always enjoyed Livejournal for blogging more than I have enjoyed any other blogging service, though I don't know why I just don't keep a physical personal diary. Either way, I find myself back on livejournal because it seems like one of the few social networking/blogging doo-dad websites where I am, for the most part, away from the noses and ( Read more... )

it is the same thing, so crash into oblivion and dissipate amongst the salt.my days have been "eventful", one might say. not eventful in the grandiose sense (because nothing ever happens here), but eventful in the sense that things have happened in my days ( Read more... )

so im back, trying to make an effort of using LJ more ( Read more... )

i know i have said this plenty a many times, but i am going to start writing in this thing more. longer posts too perhaps.

i'll be back later on tonight.