.. back sometime Monday ( Read more... )

... around sunset. And we won't be back 'til Sunday night, possibly Monday morning.

We're going to be staying here. At the Bodega Bay Lodge. Yep. You heard me right. The same Bodega Bay where Hitchcock shot 'The Birds'. Elijah thinks that's very funny and plans to be on the lookout for seagulls with a manical, we're-taking-over-the-world look in ( Read more... )

... didn't turn out exactly as we'd planned it. I had planned to take him out to dinner and toast him with champagne. Sadly, situations arose that made it needful that we stick closer to home ( Read more... )

I can't decide whether I'm disgusted, heartbroken, or just plain bored with it all. God knows I've been here before. I had a drug addicted mother and have delt with alcoholism in my family. I've learned about this disease. How deadly it is and how deeply people are hurt by it. I'd hate to see that happen to anyone I care about. And I care about ( Read more... )

And god, I really DON'T want to go. Elijah is still not feeling all that well, still coughing. He actually had pneumonia .. though not bad enough to be in the hospital. It scares me. I look at him and he's so tiny. Really. He's not a very big guy.. just tiny. And it scares me when he's ill ( Read more... )

Flying home from the Bean/Sinclair wedding (which was great!)

Sitting beside Elijah, watching him sleep. He does that so easily that I'm jealous. I can NEVER sleep on these things! Probably because I think.. quite irrationally.. that the pilot may need my help to keep this thing in the air.

I never trust those guys! What if they've been out ( Read more... )

Oh my God! It's today.

*gets out of the way of the caterers who have taken over the kitchen*

*listens to Pearl barking orders at them*

*ducks as the decorator moves past me with a ladder*

*wonders where Elijah is*

*swallows hard*

It's today.

Listening to him breathe....

Two days. Two days 'til it actually happens. All the grief and pain and loss and emotional torment. Moving toward that moment. That day. Tomorrow I will say.. 'It happens tomorrow.' I wonder what he's thinking. He sleeps so peacefully, so quietly. Like a child.

Listening to him breathe....
We were feverish yesterday, ( Read more... )

*whispers to Elijah ( Read more... )

LIJAH AND I SPAMMED THE LJ TODAY!!
*does happy hobbity dance ( Read more... )