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I can't decide whether I'm disgusted, heartbroken, or just plain bored with it all. God knows I've been here before. I had a drug addicted mother and have delt with alcoholism in my family. I've learned about this disease. How deadly it is and how deeply people are hurt by it. I'd hate to see that happen to anyone I care about. And I care about Bean.. a great deal.
But I forgot the most important thing I leaned, and that is the three C's. I didn't Cause it. I can't Control it. And I can't Cure it.
He doesn't consider me a friend anyway.. so fine. Let him do it his way and best of luck to him. *shrug*
I have Elijah, and that is where my happiness and peace lies. Maybe it's time for me to be selfish and just think about the two of us for awhile. Billy and Dom have the right idea. There's just no point in getting caught up in the drama. Nothing changes anyway.. so why drive myself insane.
But I forgot the most important thing I leaned, and that is the three C's. I didn't Cause it. I can't Control it. And I can't Cure it.
He doesn't consider me a friend anyway.. so fine. Let him do it his way and best of luck to him. *shrug*
I have Elijah, and that is where my happiness and peace lies. Maybe it's time for me to be selfish and just think about the two of us for awhile. Billy and Dom have the right idea. There's just no point in getting caught up in the drama. Nothing changes anyway.. so why drive myself insane.