hey everyone...sorry I haven't updated in a while...I know everyone is just dying to know what Malissa has been up to...lol just kidding. I really haven't been up to much...just working and hanging out. I'm realizing how much I'm going to miss my holli jolli when she leaves for college. Its going to be wierd...After years of being inseperable...we
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You know what...I can't worry about you anymore...I miss the fucking shit out of you and you don't seem to give a shit less...I'm done trying...I don't want to be your friend if you don't even care. I've said I'm sorry and it's over and done with...Hold a grudge go for it. I'm sick and tired of waiting and trying to be friends again. I do miss you
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best friends really means nothing to me anymore. It never ends up right anyways. First one I moved away from. Second one slept with my boyfriend. And third on can so eaisly give up a friendship over some stupid drunken fight...I guess it doesn't matter cause I'm moving and don't have to deal with everyones bullshit anymore. Calling me my dad is
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so I've been really sick for like forever...It's driving me insane. I have the flu along with like some kind of bronkitus..or however you spell it. I've been totally delirious the past couple of days...I feel like a drug addict. lol...but yea so...I'm not going to illnois this weekend...instead I'm going for all next week. I can't wait...i get to
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I no longer know how to express my feelings...I used to know how to but now it always comes out wrong... I don't understand. I do things to myself that hurt me. I don't understand. I wish that I could just be someone else. I wish I could change my whole perception of life because I believe that I have it all wrong! My life doesn't seem to be going
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Free fallin, simple kind of man, Tuesday's gone, so, so you think you can tell...heaven from hell, blue skies from pain!!! Keep on a rockin me baby...I wanna rock and roll all night and party everyday...HOTLE CALIFORNIA
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Hey guys...so I'm still here in Illnois. Headed home today but weather was too bad so we had to turn around. Kind of upset. Really wanted to come home. So met a boy over this week. My type to the T...only problem..16 years old. Way young...That's like stag. rape...oh well...I'm over it. He's been calling me like crazy ever since I left my cousins
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Hey guys...so haven't updated once again in a week. But yea...so I'm in English being bored as hell...I hate school anymore...It's just draining everything out of me. I have spring break next week and I'm going to Chicago...EXCITED...Get to go see my cuz and PARTY!!! Once again EXCITED!!!!! But yea...I don't really have anything exciting to tell
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So once again it's Thursday...Time to update. So the cute guy that's in my computer class isn't sitting by me today...but he is in front of me...Kinda cool...but I can't talk and flirt with him...bummer...But yea...so nothing really new in my life...just hanging out with Holls and Kenny GGGGG...Good content nights with those two. I love them both
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