You say you are feeling lonely, I say i feel something ( Read more... )

"The hardest thing you will ever learn, 
is just to love and be loved in return."

-I can't think of anyone who can't relate to this.

"It's times like these you learn to live again."

I may be in one of the better places i have been in a long time, it feels like so many things pushed into one. It's like tasting something beautiful for the first time, or holding your head up in a light summer rain, or waking up next to a precious and gorgeous person, or seeing someone smile, or ( Read more... )

Give me novacaine

Excuse that this is the third post in three days...

I figured out a lot that i had to and i could not have done it mostly without Stephanie (THANK YOU!) ...For a good portion i felt like shit and all of that, and i was pissed off and made a huge fucking selfish deal out of nothing. Beyond that i feel stupid for a lot of  the shit i felt and some of ( Read more... )

I am here waiting for things to be right ( Read more... )

My evening was great, i saw people and met people and enjoyed myself. I hung out with Cameron and Meg that whole time and they have never seemed to allow me to not enjoy myself, it's real nice to know those kinds of people. We talked about stuff, which is where i learned some of these things about people that i, at times, wish i didn't know.Cameron ( Read more... )

Today has not been much different that any of these other days. I am recognizing that life is a short thing and i need to work for happiness, and not want it to be given to me. I caught up with an old friend of mine today and am hoping to continue our discussion some other time. Tomorrow i am planning on doing something with Cameron and Megan, if ( Read more... )

I was denied from Loyola, but I don't want to be a Jesuit anyway. I applied to the school to see my educational standards which evidently are a little too low. I really couldn't see myself fitting in there though. Anyways, life is growing to be swell. I had an in depth conversation with this girl who seemed to be interested in my life. She asked me ( Read more... )

I feel like i have made it to another side. I finally know what it is i want and how i will get it. I accept the riskiness and lack of control of life, but i've recognized i don't need it any other way. I recognize my faults in the past and all i can do to get over them and i'm starting by not blaming myself for things i couldn't possibly have ( Read more... )