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98. [ Voice ]

May 08, 2011 22:13

...Anatole?

If you could be stronger, or weaker than you are... I mean in terms of power, not in terms of will or spirit... would you change yourself?

...and in which direction?

[Short and sweet, for once.]

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[video] wotchesyou May 9 2011, 02:16:17 UTC

Change myself how?

[video] yetsleeping May 9 2011, 02:17:15 UTC

To be stronger, or weaker. As opposed, I guess, to just staying the same.

[video] wotchesyou May 9 2011, 02:19:05 UTC

Oh, I thought you meant a change other than that like something to do with my personality or something. Is there a catch?

[video] yetsleeping May 9 2011, 02:20:14 UTC

There's always a catch. But it usually just comes with the having.

Or not having, as um, the case may be. I mean according to preference.

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voice; regionseizer May 9 2011, 02:17:54 UTC

Well, it all depends, don't it? Cost and whatever-- I mean sure, it'd be awesome to have a massive conventional force all, but it's as expensive as hell to maintain.

voice; yetsleeping May 9 2011, 02:20:27 UTC

...what?

voice; regionseizer May 9 2011, 02:21:43 UTC

An army! Just a bunch of dudes whose only job is to be soldiers. It's really expensive, especially if we're not actually using them for war.

Re: voice; yetsleeping May 9 2011, 02:22:42 UTC

Oh, I... I'm not talking about armies, just about you. I mean a person.

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voice; theotokos May 9 2011, 02:24:07 UTC

I don't understand; what brought this up?

voice; yetsleeping May 9 2011, 02:26:37 UTC

Um. A lot of things, really...

I don't know. If I told you, I might sound whiny.

Or... frightening.

voice; theotokos May 9 2011, 02:28:17 UTC

It's better to sound whiny than to bottle it up.

voice; yetsleeping May 9 2011, 06:00:24 UTC

Is it really? I don't know.

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slaythemoon May 9 2011, 02:35:26 UTC

Actually, I'd kind of like to get over the stupid hurdle, but I don't think everything's cooperating with me, so I guess it's wishful thinking for now... and I guess it's a "yeah I'd kinda like to be stronger".

yetsleeping May 9 2011, 06:00:52 UTC

Which hurtle do you mean? Is there a hurtle?

You're very strong already, Ichigo.

[private | he's just kind of feeling the need to hide things today] slaythemoon May 9 2011, 06:37:02 UTC

I'm not really that strong, though. I guess I'm stuck at about half? Unohana said something before about my reiatsu being similar to a Captain's, but right now, all I am is a pseudo-shinigami. There's still the Hollow that I can't even touch for some reason...

So I guess I'd like to be back to normal, or at least where I was before everything went bad.

[private | /pets him] yetsleeping May 9 2011, 07:15:51 UTC

I guess that does make sense. You want to reclaim parts of yourself that have gone missing.

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[Video] lifescolor May 9 2011, 02:38:19 UTC

[He has to think long and hard before he answers the message, when he does - he's setting down a pencil, turning away from the nearly perfect rendition of the city street behind him.]

I had power once, and I made mistakes with it. I'm happy being weaker than I was.

Re: [Video] yetsleeping May 9 2011, 06:01:38 UTC

I can understand that. I really can.

Sometimes I wonder if I wouldn't be happier if I were different than I am.

[Video] lifescolor May 9 2011, 06:28:46 UTC

Do you believe you can't change?

Re: [Video] yetsleeping May 9 2011, 07:12:42 UTC

I know I can't. Well. I guess I could live in Dismas, but it wouldn't really suit me.

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