HAVE YOU EVER had an idea in your mind, one that you could not put down in words ( Read more... )

So one of my friends has this assignment for his class. he has to talk about a place he can clear his mind ( Read more... )

( Where my Mind has Been Since I Got Off the Plane )

So I sit here thinking. For once, I am reflecting on my actions and those around me. I owe a thank you to Ryan for holding me back from opening my mouth tonight in front of my grand-little. This weekend has left me distraught about APO and my choice of ESF. This feels like 2 years ago when I almost left and moved to a different school ( Read more... )

Crying is the soul of the body present. No longer strong but still holding back. The flame in his heart smoldering from the water retreating into the canvas of what once was a man. No longer does he show his feelings but instead holds them back and waits. For now hit sits and listens, deafened by the drip that now controls him. The entirety of his ( Read more... )

So Today is the icing on the cake of which flavor is sour and when viewed leads to anger and tears. As of this week I have lost Thousands of dollars in funding, had a bad birthday, and never got to say good bye to my grandfather. As of 3am Sunday the 13th of August this year of 2006, my grandfather passed on.
Goodbye My grandfather ( Read more... )

Shitty birthday then followed by a move on the states behalf that has left me feeling pissed and know the fact that they are screwing me over is hurting me more.

I don't know where to start this entry ( Read more... )

Wordless is my soul tonight ( Read more... )

So I had a pretty bad break. I was hoping that it was the end of the bad times. I was wrong with that Idea. I got a phone call last night. I guess my grandpa isn't doing to much better and has to stay in the hospital. I kinda suspected that might happen and prepared myself for it. But then my sister tells me thats not all the bad news and that... ( Read more... )