I'm in a really hard place right now. I'm face to face with every single place that I don't want to be in and keeping pace with people I don't wanna be seen with. Hypothetically speaking, my metaphors are weakening. I don't directly relate my life to what I write nor is it right to limit my writings to my sightings in my everyday walks through the ( Read more... )

Oh yea. I forgot to mention.

I can't fall asleep before 2:30-3:00 o'clock every night now.

Nothin quite like waking up the second day of classes in a row with easily less than 6 hours of sleep

I found out something fun today. On top of all the other shit I have on my plate this semester, I'm taking 2 education based courses, not too bad. EDS 306 which is simply education course, and MAT 354 which is a Specialized methods course. Well here's the kicker that I found out today in my EDS class, I have 25 hours of observation to do for that ( Read more... )

I've put myself into another situation where my stomach churns and their gaze burns because I know I'm hiding something that may turn and rust the trust that has been given and maturity that has been deemed that I have seemed to achieve. I know I need to speak up but one lie justifies another and does everything BUT to simplify my situation with my ( Read more... )

I'm at a loss tonight. I've been doing well at this. So I'm gonna take a bit off.

Tomorrow is brilliance.

Sum up the day a bit:

I did nothing
Sat around
Played guitar
Watched TV
Waited for boo bear to come home to talk
Thought about leaving
Still here, i'm thinkin tomorrow's the day
Paul's playin guitar hero.
Then we eat
Then we see Sweeney Todd

Excitement for that ensues

Bootstraps and Coat strings pick up and pull ( Read more... )

I almost forgot this one tonight. It's late and it's been a fun time. I saw August Rush...and it made me cry. I aspire to be that good at anything musically...and so here are my words. Let's see if they work out as I listen to my music ( Read more... )

My parents are so fucking rude.

This is a direct parallel to the Jason Mraz song "Sleeping to Dream" I went line by line and wrote this at 2 in the morning. It's a pretty big step right now ( Read more... )