I have weird sleeping cycles. I'll get sleepy later and later, and then I won't sleep for 2-3 days, and will go to sleep at a normal time, and then it will start again. It's 1:15pm. I've been awake now for almost 24 hours (again) and I'm not in the least bit tired. I've cooked, cleaned up, went for a 4 mile walk (incidentally there were about ( Read more... )

It's getting to the point where I don't want to answer the phone when it's my parents. Since I always have the mindset of "this call may be the last" I answer every time. Today within a matter of fewer than 6 minutes I was put down by both of them. I don't cook enough (I don't consider heating up leftovers from cooked meals "cooking"). Some ( Read more... )

...and he won't leave my formspring alone. He's persistent, I'll give him that. The weirdo ( Read more... )

...and I really don't feel up to writing anything today. A lot on my mind, but I just don't feel like typing about it. Maybe next time ( Read more... )

I really don't like washing mens clothes. They're so big! 3 pairs of the jeans is basically a full load of my clothes. Meanwhile, I need to stay here and wait for them to dry. I do love the scent of clean, warm laundry, though. *^_^* Now, I'm eating my beef bulgogi. It's SO good...or maybe I'm just hungry. I'm eating the kimchi too even ( Read more... )

I found out today that I will be alone for New Year's Eve. So, I posted about it, and all the guys sent me private messages while girls would make a public response. So sneaky. Most things are going on out of town. Tempting as some of them are, I'm going to try to stay as local as possible ( Read more... )

that's where I've always played it. Texas has such intense thunderstorms. You can feel the crashing of it. Boopy and I would hang out in the closet until the thunder would stop, and I would play the harp. I would sit there and play until my fingers would go numb, and he would sit and listen with his eyes closed, purring. At times he'd put a ( Read more... )

It was an Andy night. I kept on thinking about him and started to cry. I've gotten so good at doing that without making a sound. I still don't feel all that great. I just want to sort of separate myself from everything. This time of year is difficult especially when I can't go anywhere and get cabin fever. I started thinking about my long ( Read more... )

Have you ever happened upon someone or something that was everything you ever wished for, yearned for, dreamed of? So much like the myth you built up in your mind over time that you can hardly believe what you're seeing is real? Then it hits you'll never attain it, and it's just kind of like the carrot in front of the donkey. Yeah, that sucks ( Read more... )

and we all survived. It was actually very nice. No family drama, a beautiful dinner, good conversation, and then I don't know what went on the next 3 hours because I woke up wearing a big t-shirt over my clothes and had on one shoe. I was tired. Really tired. This hasn't happened often when I'll fall asleep with clothes on. Brian sleeps ( Read more... )