OKAY. so i decided i hated being negative. i know i just posted less than a half an hour ago, and this is the most i've writtin in more than a month, but i don't care. i decided i'd rather thank everyone rather than be an ungrateful girl who'se miserable all the time. since that's what i've been lately ( Read more... )

and i mean that. i don't want to wake up until everything is back to normal again. i wish i could go back to this time last year. or not. but just back to a better time ( Read more... )

why?

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so i'm sitting here at home. completely unable to do any type of homework. even though that was the entire point of staying home. plus my head ached ( Read more... )

i'm really starting to hate livejournal. there's no point in writing in it. everytime i do it's in code. no one understands what's behind the words. i guess that's my fault. whatever ( Read more... )

i don't feel like updating...the only news i have is that i'm in the process of FINALLY painting my room watermelon colors :o) i just want to do quotes for tonight.

( can you say goodbye without ever leaving? )

Oh look at how she listens
She says nothing of what she thinks
She just goes stumbling through her memories
Staring out onto Grey Street
She thinks "Hey
How did I come to this?
I dreamed myself a thousand times around the world
But I can't get out of this place."

There's an emptiness inside her
And she’d do anything to fill it in
But all the colors mix ( Read more... )

if there's one thing i hate it's being stuck. i hate feeling trapped and i hate feeling like there's nowhere else to go. and that's what it feels like.

the trip to the beach was so amazing..not only because it was fun as hell, but because i ESCAPED. it was only for a night but it was enough..for a little while. i hate not being able to have the ( Read more... )

i've tried writing in this a few times recently but i always open up to the page and don't want to write anymore. it kinda feels like i'm out of things left to say. but i'm not.

i was hoping it would storm today. a lot. i want it to thunder and lightening like there's no tomorrow. i want the creek to rise up so high that it travels up the hill ( Read more... )