I feel numb.

This isn't me.

I don't UNDERSTAND! Why? Please don't believe such things about us- about me.

I love you, Renee. I never wanted you locked away. I missed you everyday. You have to believe that I LOVE YOU! Please, Renee. I'm sorry that you think I would ever try to do anything against you but I didn't and I don't understand. My love, my Renee, my only.

Anything either of you need from me? I'm sorry I wasn't there when everything bad was happening.

I'm here if you need anything at all.

Right, looks like the travel goes like this: James, Marco, and I being the car-owner-type-people get to sit in the front- well, Marco sort of has to as he's driving- and in the back we will have Renee, Pierre, Ry, Lexie, Jude, Evey, Del, and Steph. (Have I forgotton anyone ( Read more... )

I swear I don't keep checking the countdown clock on the Download site.

Really.

sosoon!

Nancy called. On the phone. Her accent is as gorgeous as I remember it. She arrives in the UK on the 26th of July. Marco said he'll come with me to the airport to pick her up. (I think he wants to steal her away :D )

It's all really happening. As if I wasn't already excited enough!

Download! Xandria! Nancy!

Only four days left until Download! I'm SO excited ( Read more... )

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Renee comes home today. Oh Goddess, I cannot wait to see her! To hold her! I'm almost exploding from how much I want to ( Read more... )

Redheads bring out the worst in each other. It's a documented fact.

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