I'm so tired of having nightmares every night and not being able to sleep. I'm so tired of feeling sick all day. I keep having the same panic attack and feeling I had a month ago, but for completely different reasons. No one could possibly imagine wht it's like, unless they experienced it. And the thing is , no one could possibly tell me how to ( Read more... )

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I'm not sure if you have all read the new VDP essay on thesmileshop.net, but I thought I'd post it, it makes it pretty clear what a gracious fellow VDP is. (apologies to those of you who've read it on other message boards like CE/netsounds.

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I got the following email from Van Dyke Parks today. What a wonderful and humble man he is. Getting this email was the biggest rush, I admire him so greatly...just.... wow ( Read more... )