I know exactly how you feel. I live in Alaska, and spent the last winter of 4 hour days in a huge depression curled under my blankets, too apathetic to go to my college classes because I was going to my stupid local community college, living with my mother, and having no job or future prospects.
Hope things turn around for you like they're hopefully doing for me.
Just know you've got friends on the internet, who may not be able to do much but offer a friendly virtual shoulder or some bogus words of wisdom, but who do actually care about a person they've never actually met.
Thanks. It helps knowing that someone out there actually cares, even if I've never met them.
And I totally understand the not going to class. I had issues getting to class when I was going to a state university. Once I was told I would never be able to get the certification I had worked 3 years for because "People like you just don't make good teachers" I completely gave up. I went through the motions until graduation. Skipped pretty much all the workshops they scheduled for me, and still turned in the final projects that my grades were based on. They never checked attendance, and were impressed with my work, so they never knew I had given up the day they killed my dreams. Talk about a train wreck, that was me, the last year of college. Now I'm just spinning my wheels. Can't go forward. Can't go back. I'm completely STUCK.
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I know exactly how you feel. I live in Alaska, and spent the last winter of 4 hour days in a huge depression curled under my blankets, too apathetic to go to my college classes because I was going to my stupid local community college, living with my mother, and having no job or future prospects.
Hope things turn around for you like they're hopefully doing for me.
Just know you've got friends on the internet, who may not be able to do much but offer a friendly virtual shoulder or some bogus words of wisdom, but who do actually care about a person they've never actually met.
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And I totally understand the not going to class. I had issues getting to class when I was going to a state university. Once I was told I would never be able to get the certification I had worked 3 years for because "People like you just don't make good teachers" I completely gave up. I went through the motions until graduation. Skipped pretty much all the workshops they scheduled for me, and still turned in the final projects that my grades were based on. They never checked attendance, and were impressed with my work, so they never knew I had given up the day they killed my dreams. Talk about a train wreck, that was me, the last year of college. Now I'm just spinning my wheels. Can't go forward. Can't go back. I'm completely STUCK.
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