I know that I'm not perfect I do try my best to not hurt people. But when I do I have to step back and acknowledge that yes I did that and try to fix the reason why I did that. Last time I really screwed up was two years ago...but I've changed slowly and have become friends again with the people I have hurt ( Read more... )

I havent updated this in awhile...I only want to update it right now cause it wont be posted on my fb....the last two weeks has been really hard for me. I dont know whats wrong. Between my pelvic pains coming back and my want to see my friends and not being able to. I kinda feel like I've given up. I found someone that I really care about. And I ( Read more... )

So my first Ballroom dancing lesson was simply amazing! It was everything that I wanted! I'm learning how to lead the dance! So I get to be the male! My instructor was so great! He was really fun to talk to and dance with. He told me it would be better if I had my partner come to the class with me but sadly that wont happen. ><;;;; I learned how to ( Read more... )

Blagh, its been a very long weekend. I got sick, went to the doctor, got sick again and now I might have to go back to my ogbyn....ugh I hate having endometrious....there is no cure, and I get stuck with the pelvic pain of doom.

BUT I'm excited for tomorrow, I get to have my first ballroom dancing lesson! The SALSA! WOOT!! I cant wait, I've been ( Read more... )

I know its been awhile since I've updated this thing. XDDD I've been so busy and stressed lately I havent been able to think straight. A-kon came and went and a lot of BS happened which I'm glad its over now for good. Someone quite two days before our performance making it VERY fun for the rest of us. I got the chance to speed learn a couple of ( Read more... )

Its two weeks today that I'll be home. Its scary, and sad and happy all at the same time. XDDDD I cant wait to see my grandparents when I go home cause my mom has been telling me that its not looking good. ><;;;;;;;;l I'm also looking forward to my 'son' coming to get me and be on our grand adventure. XDDD

( slight rant on costumes )

Well I've been here in Disney World for the last two weeks and I LOVE IT!!!! Its soooo much fun! I love the fact that I'm in such a magical place. I have had a great time with the kids here. They are sooo cute~! They love bubbles! XDDD


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Four days till I leave for disney. I got one bag fully packed, it weighs in at 40Ibs. 10Ibs under the limit! yay! So I have room to bring stuff home in that one. XDD ( Read more... )

I can honestly say I'm scared shitless...I leave for Florida in a week. ><;;;;; I have no idea what to expect I'm just praying for the best. I'm half way done packing for the trip. I just hope I dont forget anything. It seems surreal to me, to be leaving the state for 5 whole months. To me it seems like my parents are trying to push me out the door ( Read more... )

Today was insane at work today! People are crazy!!! I'm watching a movie with my parents and I get to go out and look at awesome christmas lights afterwards! I heard that theres a house that has a HUGE working train moving along the neighborhood. I cant wait to see it. XDDD

I cant wait for Ikki-con, I'm so ready to get away from my house. >I ( Read more... )