So today was a lazy day for me. I did my laundry, watched a lot of the Olympics, and then went on a walk through the arboretum. The guy that I am seeing calls me when I am in the arboretum and asks if I want to go to dinner and I say sure. So I get back to my room and I'm unusually exhausted from my walk and I decide to take a nap but right as I ( Read more... )

I often question if I am ready for a serious long term relationship. I have always wanted one but I do not know if I am ready for one. Ok so here is the dilemna. I have this guy that I really like and have strong feelings for and I believe it is reciprocal. We have a great time with each other and complement each other really well. But he has ( Read more... )

So last sunday we had another indoor game and we won 12-3. WOOT go us!!!! I didn't have an asthma attack that game which made me happy. It's those times of going to the gym with Jimmy. He's great. I like him a lot. So yeah, moral of the story, don't ride the bikes at the gym the seats hurt your ass. They are very uncomfortable ( Read more... )

So we had our first indoor soccer game today. We totally kicked ass. 13 to 4 was the final score. I think I scored 2 maybe 3. Not sure didn't really count because a win is a win. But we had a blast. Our team is really good and I think we will do well this season. The only bad thing is is that I had an asthma attack. I just need to get into ( Read more... )

So yeah I just broke up with my boyfriend.  And it sucked.  He didn't take it well and I don't even think that he wants to be friends with me anymore.  It seems like everyguy I go out with wants nothing to do with me anymore.  Should I just not go into a relationship?  I know now that I'm not ready for one.  But when I am will it just be a repeat ( Read more... )

I don't honestly know if I can prepare for something as huge as this.  This guy that I really care for, I would even go so far to say as love him (however I have never truly been in love so I'm so confused), is having a huge spiritual war within himself.  He doesn't know what God wants him to be.  I tried to tell him that God has made you who you ( Read more... )

OK so as I write this entry I am supressing back tears.  By the end I will probably be crying.  I've never been this emotional.  It's hard.  Ok so about what I'm going to write about.  I feel that you should know more about me other than the lame stuff I put in this.  This is going to be very deep and very hard.

Before christmas of last year I had ( Read more... )

So I've been thinking a lot lately.  I've decided that Steve has been playing mind games with me just so he could get me into bed.  Well news flash for him.  NOT GOING TO HAPPEN.  He's been ignoring me for the past week and when I did talk to him I could tell something was up by his voice.  People underestimate how good I am at reading people.  I ( Read more... )

Ok so this week was totally fun.  On Tuesday I drove down to Puyallup and went to my friend Aimee's party.  It was a blast even though I only knew her.  But her friends were totally cool.  It was totally fun and I ended up spending the night because we all know why.  HEHE.  I drove back Wednesday afternoon and then had to go to work at 4.  That was ( Read more... )

A friend told me a couple days ago that I was too beautiful for him and that I was only a dream to him.  Am I that way to everybody?  I surely hope not becuase then I won't have anyone.  Plus I don't even think that I'm that attractive.  So to all those guys out there who think other guys are dreams, I say to you MAKE YOUR DREAMS COME TRUE.  You ( Read more... )