To the big white grin. This is how I feel. Listen. Talk to me. I want to hear you.

[savourflavour]

I know who my real friends are I really do I know who thinks about me I know what they think I know when they lie through their teeth I can see it I can feel it it makes me want to throw up because they sicken me and I'm sick of it and I want to punch them they don't care about me I know

Comments

[erotophobia90]

What's wrong with getting married? Or white fences? Monogamy, commitment, or love?

[savourflavour]

If that's all you got out of that then you have no business asking those questions.

If it was just a side note, then getting married is fine as long as you want to do it for the right reasons. NOT because you just want to find somebody no matter what and you feel that you absolutely NEED to stick with them no matter what. Monogamy same deal. Commitment... your first commitment is to yourself. Love is what you should send to everyone and everything.

White fences are just a sign that you don't want to treat anyone but a couple people as family and that you feel insecure about yourself and its a sign that you want to fit in no matter what. People with white fences don't go out into the street dancing and having adventures. They go off to work, come home, and watch television. That's what I mean by white fences. Locked into a scared little world and not thinking about expanding it to love others.

[erotophobia90]

No, it wasn't all I got out of it. But it seemed like a personal attack considering I just updated with a livejournal entry about white fences myself the day before.

And that's definitely not what I see when I look at white fences.

[savourflavour]

Nothing personal.

[frogduckieyo]

.........wow, no clue what to say anymore...

[savourflavour]

You don't have to say anything.

You should do something.

What should you do?

You should read the last two paragraphs.

[frogduckieyo]

So you think i'm completely fake??? hmmmm thats interesting, i have never been called fake before, maybe you could explian why I seem fake to you... maybe its because I like friendship, I love you to death, but I am sick and tired of arguing, friends usually have things in common, as of this second all we have in common are superficial and shallow things in common, I want to be your friend so badly, its just extremely hard sometimes...hope you understand what I mean by that, and I think you do...I hope

[savourflavour]

I never said you were fake. I was talking to everyone. You might have been one of the people I was talking to. You might not have. The point was, you should know.