we don't want this anymore (i crack the code, you end the war)

Mar 02, 2010 12:51

I feel like this is forever. I feel like this is always, that it will be forever, it will be angst and anxiety and --just breathless, and all I want to do is breathe in, breathe deep, breathe in calm and breathe out love, my meditation mantra-but all I am is breathless ( Read more... )

suicide, mh.depression

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Hey anonymous March 3 2010, 16:23:49 UTC
I find your writing so inspiring. It really motivates me to be more introspective. If you don't mind, I linked you on my new blog about tapering off of my anti depressants. I basically just chronicle my daily life with depression/anxiety and being medicated. Feel free to check it out: http://effexorxrtaper.wordpress.com.

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lexi35 March 8 2010, 15:12:02 UTC
I've been checking back to see how you are doing but haven't seen you on since this last post. I just wanted to say that I'm thinking about you and hope you are doing okay.

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Bruised anonymous March 27 2010, 01:11:42 UTC
An interesting read. I wish I were as adept with the written word; I feel as if it could be a fountain to release some of black, thick blood that courses through my veins. This IS forever, but that doesn’t mean it’s not malleable, that’s it’s not to some extent controllable or at least we adapt to the demands of depression, and can live within its torchered borders ( ... )

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