so spring break was pretty sweet. i went home last thursday and started out by hanging out with the family ofcourse. i went to jazz and kaylas softball games and it was way cute. i love them little girls. too bad their mom acts so bitchy to me. on saturday morning, my mom and i left for california and it was awesome. i love it there soo effin much ( Read more... )

so my new job is pretty sweet. i think im going to enjoy it, lets hope. school is still going pretty good, though i am starting to get a little unmotivated ( Read more... )

i abso-freaking-lutely love the weather! i have been in a great mood since last night and if the weather stays like this, it will not go away. too bad wednesdays are my busy inside days so i cant enjoy it all. eeeek.

muse is becoming my life. :)

its still not near perfect...but things are getting better. school wise, this semester is 10 times better. i am enjoying all of my classes, especially advertising. i love it. i had to get a new computer, but i love it. just not the money it took to get it. eek. this semester is going by soo freaking fast its rediculous. i have something to do every ( Read more... )

god. i hate it here so much. i really wish to not use that word but its the best word to describe my feelings right now. about everything. myself, my body, my need to come here and write this because crying is not doing anything to help it. i cant deal with this shit anymore and i just wanna go home. but how do you go somewhere you are not welcome ( Read more... )

soo i woke up in the middle of the night last night and yet again i had a fainting/seizure attack. not once, but 2 in one night. it was the worst i had every felt in my life that when i walked to get the phone to call someone, next thing i knew i woke up on the floor sweating like no other. i remember thinking i would rather be shot than this. ughh ( Read more... )

what a pretty good christmas. minus some few details. im uber excited to start learning and get my grades back up. because they suffered a lot last semester so i am starting over. im determined. so yah spring is great and i cant wait until spring break for LA!!!! ahh its going to be awesome ( Read more... )

god i hate being home so much. fuck everybody here. i hate it. my mom doesnt even care that i am home. she wont spend 5 fucking minutes with me because i dont fit into her fucking life or schedule. she is such a bitch i just cant stand it. she treats me like shit and doesnt even care one fucking bit that i am home. everything i do is wrong. i love ( Read more... )

ughghghg im going to fucking FAIL My damn calculus final. and its my favorite class and subject and im just soo mad. i have studied but i cant make myself anymore! UGHHHGH ( Read more... )

small break is over ( Read more... )