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tis the season.
Merry Christmas. Well, that's what people say at Christmas, right?
That was obviously taken from the epic heroin diaries, but it's alright, I'm nowhere near crawled up under my christmas tree with a needle in my arm.
I believe that the first part of 2009 was when I thought nothing could stop me. I did what I believed was right and absorbed stuff like ( Read more... ) -
the dirt under fingernails
Winter break arrived with perfect timing. For the past 3 weeks I have been diligently avoiding everything I love for the sake of addiction...isn't that great. I think(and hope) winter break can help me concentrate on things I actually want to live for. It's the same with people...the more I want to recover something, the more it ends up becoming a ( Read more... ) -
the colors are a mask to cover up the monotone of my insides.
I got my braces adjusted yesterday and they felt like nothing more than a cage all over again. I thought it was no big deal since I got relatively happier by going to the mall. Going shopping is just like cocaine, it feels good and then afterwards you think about tomorrow... -0 ( Read more... ) -
i don't understand it, i don't want to.
I hate how you're the only person I can connect to. But you're so happy, I don't want to ruin everything by talking about my problems.
I want to move. But why does it hurt so much when you leave, even for a tiny period of time. -
the virus is contagious.
I started watching Bloody Monday on friday and finished yesterday. While I was at that, I got Kishia to watch it with me because...of course...MIURA HARUMA was the lead. Haru's performance is always good. And doubtlessly good infront of Kishia. -snort ( Read more... ) -
ame no melody.
It was pissing rain today. It probably still is but I can't be bothered to check. But when I think about it, being in the rain without you is the same as losing the melody that rain itself possesses ( Read more... ) -
SHYET
Recently, I really feel like I should pay someone to kill myself.
Maybe it's so cold outside because there's no way I can warm up my insides. -
MC chibis.
I drew almost 10 pictures of Nikki in my sketchbook...OTL||
I did two sets of motley crue chibis of the eras Girls Girls Girls and Dr. Feelgood. Here's the lines for GGG. :)
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fucktheworld
Testing. @O@ I forgot how to do CSS again...