Damned fool I am...
I promise forever and what do I give? A few weeks! I'm not a good man, I never have been, but why do I do this to myself?! TO OTHER PEOPLE?! WHY DO I DO THIS?!

Can't remember what happened last night but I'm sure it was odd because i woke up human...hungry...and well...I like it. Nicki...I don't know what to think right now. He's jealous, and I want to help...but I don't know if I can, I also don't know how much longer this will last. I don't want to go back.

Even in sleep I cannot stop thinking of him....
Nicki....

Strange things have happened, but strange wonderful things...and then things that are not so wonderful. But all the same I think...I may be happy.

At least I was dead to then, but I have returned.
Typist: With a new typist.
Yes with a new typist...
Typist: Unless of course there's a problem.
Yes, can I speak now?
Typist: Sorry go ahead.
I...well now you made me forget...
Typist: I said I was sorry!
Forget it, anyhow, I'm here. Feel free to do whatever it is you do.