... But then you realize you're going home to 46 inches of hd goodness. Oh and did I forget a few handfulls of gadgets that only maximize the comfort of your sanctuary? I think I did.
gadgets don't bring happiness. and mike, i don't think you're horrible. at all. i think you're one of the few exceptional people in an endless population of mediocrity. serio. <3
There is seriously no reason you need to be under this much stress unless you know it'll payoff. You're fighting at work because you're going to become the next.... Kevin Rose? What's your plan here? Do you even know?
You shouldn't be fighting with the people you love, either. All I know is that I fought with Mike every single flippin day we were together and as soon as we broke up, the stress was gone (magic!) and I never fight with Thomas. Think of that as an analogy for everyone in your life in general, because I don't want to get you into trouble here... but I honestly see you doing so much better in life than you're doing right now. Having said that, how's the long-term lookin'?
If there's a light at the end of the tunnel, I know you'll stick it out and blow us away. BUT if you're doing it just for the paycheck and the high-tech gadgets, you're fucking retarded, yo. I mean I'm totally jealous of all the ca$$h and shit, but you know....
I'm tired. This could've been written so much better....
I'm really sorry that you feel how you do. There's nothing more frustrating than working a job you despise and losing sight of the reason you took it in the first place. I know there's really no advice I can give except that it always gets better, there's always a change that happens or the thing that will push you over the edge and actually get you thinking about how you can make things better yourself. Thinking of you, Mike.
I seriously think about just driving my car into the divider half of the nights i'm driving home. No one understands that fucking pressure and intensity that is so unnecessary on a daily basis
i see london, i see sams townlightmyfireflyApril 17 2008, 22:19:07 UTC
you know i love you very much. you dont need to hear it. But you need to have some kind of release in your life. and i know that weekends are like 'i dont feel good/smoke weed/gf time' but hey....if you ever just wanna take a drive down by the beach or something and just get out and do what normal people do, call me.
i text you and you dont text me back sometimes. and thats ok. i know shits complicated. but i am always here if you need a release. just not sexually of course. ugh.
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[go see the acupuncturist for your ailments! :)]
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;p
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lol..... it comes second to my acupuncturist, Thomas.
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You shouldn't be fighting with the people you love, either. All I know is that I fought with Mike every single flippin day we were together and as soon as we broke up, the stress was gone (magic!) and I never fight with Thomas. Think of that as an analogy for everyone in your life in general, because I don't want to get you into trouble here... but I honestly see you doing so much better in life than you're doing right now.
Having said that, how's the long-term lookin'?
If there's a light at the end of the tunnel, I know you'll stick it out and blow us away. BUT if you're doing it just for the paycheck and the high-tech gadgets, you're fucking retarded, yo. I mean I'm totally jealous of all the ca$$h and shit, but you know....
I'm tired. This could've been written so much better....
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last nov.
i feel you.
and i love you.
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and i know that weekends are like 'i dont feel good/smoke weed/gf time' but hey....if you ever just wanna take a drive down by the beach or something and just get out and do what normal people do, call me.
i text you and you dont text me back sometimes. and thats ok. i know shits complicated.
but i am always here if you need a release. just not sexually of course. ugh.
xo
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