horrid nightmare

[saskya]

I had a nightmare early this morning that woke me up in a shaking fit. It was one of those vivid vivid nasty ones that seem so fucking real while they are going on that it's next to impossible to shake them upon waking.

Comments

[qsara]

*hug* I have had horrendous nightmares before, I feel your horror.

[saskya]

The only other one i remember as vividly as this one (still) is one where i was out on the ocean and my sister and i were on a raft - but i had to kill her so a shark wouldn't get her and rip her to pieces.

Nasty nasty shit. My brain hates me.

[nehimama]

I have had dreams of that nature. They shake you to the core. No wonder you're upset. (((Hugs you)))

[saskya]

Yeah... and you never manage to fully forget them. How's that for ironic? The GOOD dreams that we really LIKE fade with the day, but the nasty ones that we'd love to forget end up sticking with us for years.

[doricom]

Ugh; that one bothered me. All I could think of was Kea. :( *hugs* But don't worry, my baby is safe, and stuck in the "why" phase.

[saskya]

Yeah, i keep thinking of Kea too - my little girl was blonde in the dream. It -wasn't- Kea, but still.. very similar.

I hate my brain as much as it seems to hate me.