so i haven't wrote in here for along time.

and i am missing some friendships that i had before.

some relationships i had before.

i want to move away

i am going to visit lousiana this summer hopefully and i hope to meet some new people i can maybe get an apartment with.

i need to change

i feel awful...theres no one in aurora...i am home by myself drinking by myself and i should be happy i get to see cassie tomarow but it only makes me sad she dosen't live here :(

these are some messages that i got from this boy named brandon grant ( Read more... )

che and spit chew and spit

while i am sitting at home matt is getting laid i want to smile but i want to frown too

haha

good news though

i miss you cassie ( Read more... )

why does it have to be this way ( Read more... )

i have being closer to lowerclass then to higherclass ( Read more... )

ok so my livejournal layout sucks

period
does someone want to redo it for me?

i would buy you coffee or send you a lovely letter

i was looking at the meanings of flowers because i am going to get a tattoo in rememberance of my aunt on my back

but here are some flowers i felt the meaning had something to do with my life and i loved the meanings

Narcissus
Comes from the Greek word Narcissus meaning numbness. Self-esteem and vanity.


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