I just want to die and be with him again, I never stop crying.

He did not make it. What am I supposed to do now? Feb 11th, a day I will NEVER forget. I haven't stopped crying since then. I really don't know what to do, I have lost the most important thing in my life. And it's not like he can come back. This is not fair!!! Why him?? He was so amazing, I didn't deserve him, why couldn't it have been me, not him?

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Been a BUSY past couple of days, running around EVERYwhere doing everything for everyone! :( Kept forgetting my laptop so that's why I have been gone. Stole this quiz from sarahwillie :)

60 HAVE YOU EVERS.....what is your name?:Sara age?:legal! :) sex?:female height?:over 5 foot! hair color?:lots eye color?:green have you ever...eaten dog food?: ( Read more... )

I brought my laptop in to see Aarin today, I needed something to do besides read, it put me to sleep :( So yes, played some games on my laptop and now i am here in the little waiting area typing on here. Aarin is doing so much better, thee doctor says that at the rate he is going now he said he should be out of here in a month or so. I cannot wait ( Read more... )

AARIN SQUEEZED MY HAND TODAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Taking the night off tonight, Aarin's mom wouldn't let me stay, I have been sleeping on the couch in Aarin's room almost every night for almost two months. Going to rent Wedding Crashers and try to have a laugh then sleep in a bed...Thats all for now, thank you again for all of you who have been praying.

well just an update to let everyone know that i am still alive...Aarin and I were in a MAJOR car accident on the way to thanksgiving dinner. He is honestly not doing so well, I try to think positively but sometimes it is just so hard. I have been at the hospital everyday by his side. I broke my leg in three places and had cuts and scrapes ( Read more... )

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