Honestly it follows me around, even when I'm not looking for it. I really can't take it anymore, why does shit like this always happen to me. I feel like running away...

I wrote a poem today. I use to love to write, and I haven't in probably a couple of years. I use to have a poem book and write one whenever there was something on my mind. It was my way to make whatever I was going through into art. As dumb as it sounds I really missed that. I've found myself lately trying to be that girl again, the one I use ( Read more... )

Today I just did not want to go to work. Usually I'm very good about going, even if I really am sick, but today I just didn't give a damn. I called off and just layed in bed and watched Dawson's Creek for most of the morning. I wish I could just not work, or find some job that I really wouldn't mind getting up in the morning for. I applied for ( Read more... )

You know that is one thing that I absolutely detest... drama. At one point I was all for the drama... my life seemed like a dawson's creek, o.c type deal but not anymore. I CAN'T STAND IT. So leave me out of it. I'm in my own little world, I make no attempts to start anything up so why do I hear things from people that is suppose to get a rise ( Read more... )

Toxic by Britney Spears


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I wish that I could go back in time knowing what I know now. I would like somethings to have different outcomes than what they did. I think that my family just has bad luck in general... like we all pissed off someone very high and mighty. In the last year I have lost 7 of my relatives... some being very close to. My mom called it quits with her ( Read more... )

You Are 17 Years Old

17

Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe ( Read more... )

ever wonder what triggers your train of thought. One minute I'll be perfectly content with what I am thinking about and the next I'm thinking about something that I'd rather not be. It's funny how there are emotional land mines everywhere, some little insignificant thing to someone else, but to you it means a whole lota something. example: songs ( Read more... )

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1. What did you do in 2004 that you'd never done before ( Read more... )