I feel like I've forgotten how to let go, and my life is consumed with succeeding in school and work to please everyone else. It's bullshit.

Lately things are doing okay,
I guess..
Andrea moved out.. it's really lonely around here..
I haven't been doing much except hanging out with Calan alot, and Matt.
Falling a bit behind with all my school, but catching up quickly.
I'm pretty happy, which is a positive change, overall, minus the bad occurences, I actually feel somewhat happy.

Why do I feel like I have nothing to do?

Today is my half birthday!

She's meaner than a snake.

I've been becoming confused by the people I've been meeting, and hanging out with. Now I am bored today, and confused, someone who gets me, show up soon

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SO life is going great and shitty all at the same time I can never decide, which makes it more difficult...a whole lot of thinking time, movies and music and cigarettes and diet coke.I'm my own best friend, and i love it. And I'm in love with a 28 year old, but not in love, when i say that i mean i really like him. and it may be disgusting, but i ( Read more... )

I got into a car accident today, and it sucked.
and I'm suffering from a severe spider bite ,
i've had The Best Week Ever!!
Hey Mike!

Wes Anderson said that the people who like his movies the most are people who are outsiders, way to keep up a fan base hahah

Okay, January WILL be the best month of my life.
The fourteenth is my birthday.
I get my license on the nineteenth.
Most importantly, Julie is coming down on the twenty-first!
Everything is working out so well for me.