058. Lies, SiWon/SiWon

[sapphiremelodi]

SiWon looked at himself in the mirror of the bathroom in their current living space in China. His reflection stared back at him as if to burn a hole. SiWon saw his own features and saw all the imperfectness.

He didn’t have the same charisma that HanKyung had. He didn’t have the same great looks that DongHae had. He didn’t have the same wonderful

Comments

[sapphiremelodi]

Thanks for saying that its well written.
It made me feel really weird while writing this out. Judging by SiWon's personality I don't think he would act like that. But you're right, we have no idea what is going through their mind. I think you're right about the devotion to church. I guess with any hardship he would say something along the likes of 'if God wants it this way then its okay'.
Of course we'll support him. Oh and we mustn't forget the other members. We must support them as well.
I think you're right as well about putting him in SJM for that. :D Plus SiWon does have good looks and he does have a nice singing voice and he does have talent and his Mandarin is really nice [His writing is so pretty] and he makes everyone laugh in variety shows. He makes those shows really interesting. (:

[panda3035]

This was so sad when I thought it was how he really feel, but it was a dram. I was like”WTH is this person talking about?!! What do you call his abs and gentlemen gesture hands for?!!” LOL XP

[sapphiremelodi]

I'm sorry for making you sad. This was the only thing I could come up with for this prompt... my imagination seemed to have went off on a vacation break or it must have died because I think I could have come up with a better story but... since its written already.
BUT I love SiWon so it hurt so much writing it. He needs all the love he can get~ The other members need love too so I love them all<33
Ahh~~ His abs are so... -just melts- and I love his hand gestures his facial expressions are priceless as well. Which all equal total love!