I think acceptance is my reaction to so many things these days because it relieves me from encountering negative emotions, mostly anger. After talking to my parents over the last couple days, I've decided I'm going to get the details and then fight this. I don't want to wait three years before going to school again. I don't even understand how they ( Read more... )

thought i'd go respectfully and with the little strength i have left to the military for a few years. school is done with me and there really isn't a reason otherwise to stay here... except for her, but to stay and wait for something that may or may not happen isn't worth feelings, irrationality, maybe not even revisiting the so many lies i've told ( Read more... )

i only arrived in asheville a little more than two days ago and i feel like the floor is already falling out from beneath me ( Read more... )

"I want to save the world ( Read more... )

You are a Katharine -- "I am happy and open to new things ( Read more... )

along the floating shipless oceans ( Read more... )

i don't want alcohol on my breath anymore, and i want existence to be optional, not mandatory.

je ta'ime

till my dying day.

i feel emotionally ambient.
just kind of stuck in a limbo.
like my equilibrium is fucked.
and i could care less about all the people and all the circumstances in my life.
i'm sick of losing inspiration and will power. it sucks.

i'm going to screammmmmmmmm