I used to try to be witty about things, but now I'm feeling it doesn't matter. Kinda feeling a little, wayward. My own self isn't really known, I don't know who I am. And in feeling this way, I don't know what to do. I'd rather be playing skyrim just focusing on nothing. It's easier to focus on that crap than realize something, I always get taken ( Read more... )

I have so many things I want to forget... but that I cannot forgive... And you can't forget things you cannot forgive... Frig.

Olivia drives me insane. O.o She really... really does. Last night... she was demon. God she knows me so well. Watching her sleep right now. XD I don't want to miss more work but I got EXTREMELY sick today at work and was forced to go home... I WANNA WORK!! *cries* Eh... I still hurt... and I see the doctor today... she'll tell me my problem. ( Read more... )

Fruits Basket is awesome. I love the message it tells, it makes me want to cry, really. All about acceptance and stuff. Bin is a fruitcake. He gets away from the computer and he's lovely, but as soon as he's in that damn game again... I'm all of the sudden glad I've been chatting to random people for the past few days. Aah, and yes, my brief ( Read more... )

I never though hospitals smelled, but today with my dad back in emergency I realized... Hospitals do really smell. And one would think with all the cleaner and disinfectant they use hospitals would smell nice. But they don't. They smell of sick. Kind of depressing that they do. *Sighs* Oh well.

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I managed to actually change the damn layout of my journal. W00T! I am awesome. It's sad how HTML or anything of the sort confuses me to a point of outbursts of anger. But, I have overcome this... for once. >.I hate facebook. It's deep-rooted. I don't want to contact anyone for answers to a damn quiz, nowgimmemyscores!!! *Kick ( Read more... )

I am up at 2:46 in the morning. It is now Saturday. I had a random urge. I fulfill it now ( Read more... )

I have in my house, at this exact moment, eight puppies, three cats, two snakes, a bunny and a cockatoo!! Yesterday it was nine puppies, however, Darya and I are slowly, oh ever so slowly, getting rid of them. Two/three are leaving today for sure!!! And I'm keeping one, as is Darya. Sooo that means... Only three more need homes! Actually two as ( Read more... )

So Anthony (An ex of mine) and I talked a lot yesterday and we finally came to a conclusion about our friendship... It's non-existent and that we really do still love each other. I know for awhile I was jumping between him and another guy (Not to mention the really attractive girl that comes into my Subway. xD) but... Well, he's the only person to ( Read more... )