I think I am finally becoming an adult. Things are starting to make sense. Sadly I cant do much with a messed up ankle but otherwise I can do good. I am finally getting the hang of an empty heart. Sure I want to fill it with someone special but hey, not many out there i like or like me. Meh. I am back to my nocturnal phase which i shouldnt be in. ( Read more... )

Time for my life update...Its been months since I was with someone I loved...No matter how hard I try, I can not stop loving them. I found out not long ago another I liked now has a girlfriend. It feels like I just cant get a break. I cant goto school this semester cause I have to get a job. I am tired of living where I am for I get dirty looks and ( Read more... )

Well....her goes another year, to pass me by. What has happened this past year? Nothing but slow time. My first b-day in four years without a loving companion. I am one dog short and one cat more. But I still feel just as empty. Lost a job, gained some friends. Plan to move to NC sometime soon. cant wait. But as I said, another year, another boring ( Read more... )

Its nights like these that I miss having a boyfriend. Someone to snuggle with and relax against. I really wish I had one to kiss and share secrets with. Why do I feel so lonely at times like this? I love being single...but...I miss the companionship and the love I shared. I have only had three boyfriends...and right now...I am willing to go with ( Read more... )

A slap of flesh against flesh rings out through the room as Keith strikes his wife. He had found Heather in the arms of another. Enraged, he stabbed the man and dragged her out by her hair. She pleaded and tried to explain but he would not listen ( Read more... )

have you ever been so in love that just talking to a person makes them feel like they are next to you. I swear, with each *hug* and *kiss* from this man, I can truely feel it. God I love him.

I think I am falling for an old friend. We have been friends for ten years now. Sure he was an ass to me in middle school. I was a bitch. Now...well...he is everything I want in a man...and more. *smiles* too bad we're not together or dating...meh...i can wait...maybe if i lucky, granny will take me to his place sometime or something. *begins to ( Read more... )

Rest in peace, great grandmother. You were beloved by all. You were a loving mother, kind grandmother, and caring great grandmother. I miss you and so do many others. Your spirit was spunky even at your age. Your life was cut short by cancer and I wish you didnt have to die so painfully. I am just glad your pain is over. I wish I spent more time ( Read more... )

Whats worse than knowing someone is dying? Seeing your parent cry infront of you. My great grandmother may not live much longer. And today, I watched my father, the man who never cries, cry about it. It tore me up inside. I have yet to shed a tear yet...I want to...god I really need a hug...

Well...its official...my computer is DEAD...I now have a crappy desktop and need to save up to get a new compy. The computer I want is $1300, but thats with an extended warrenty and other stuff. *sigh* Here goes a summer of BOREDOM....