So i was all happy that it was Otakon again... but my boss schedualed me to work sat and sun... so i could only really go friday. i got to hang with my sister and her boyfriend. But mom didn't want me to spend any money there. Thats li ke a sin... So of course i spend like $40 in movies, $20 in jewelry, and $85 in weapons. although $45 was for a ( Read more... )

so i know i haven't posted in awhile. Here it is 2:06 in the morning and i decide to randomly post. So my life is very strange. i'm trying to prove to my school that i can do better. I back living at home for the school. and Apparently i'm smoothering brad... I almost lost him and it scared me so much. But he decided to just make the relationship ( Read more... )

i'm soooo tired, and its 1:30 in the morning. but i can't sleep... because i have to finish homework. although i do feel acomplished. i didn't get my homework completely done in time but i did turn it in. and i got some cleaning done before my mom showed up. i did get a nap but didn't get my shower. my cleaned a bit and my clothes got washed plus i ( Read more... )

so i have good and bad news for the few that manage to read this every now and then... Good news well i've been enjoying my classes. fencing was great and even though i'm currently doing badly in english i'm still enjoying the projects we're doing. The Bad news is that i'm not doing well in math and i might have to take art history in the summer ( Read more... )

this week really sucks... starting with the weekend where i thought i was going to lose my bestest friend ever... and then i thought i failed my math quiz on monday. and then tuesday i wasn't feeling well. today i go over brad's house and find out i forgot it was our 7th month aniversery and brad had got his father to buy me a red rose. its very ( Read more... )

so here's an update on my life so far ( Read more... )

so i found brad a replacement.. so he didn't have to work last night. but i still did. and in fact since it was her first time working at night i helped tell her what she needed to do. and then in the middle of the night the power went out ... she called me at two in the morning cause she didn't know what to do..so i came in to work three hours ( Read more... )

i actually have a lot to write. some good some bad. i could probably go on and on. but i'm just in tooo much pain to think. too many body parts are against me rightnow. and i'm sooo exhausted i can barely keep my eyes open. tear. and i'm at work too... i tried to get here early but ended up passing out on the couch instead... thankfully brad let me ( Read more... )

today sucks. i didn't get completely out of working today. i had to work 5 hours and close by myself. i woke up this morning feeling like shit. i pulled a muscle and my hands were in a lot of pain. i had to clean then i went to brads house. brad didn't like me waking him up because he staid up all night playing games.. again.. then i had to beg ( Read more... )

I think i'm coming down with a cold from too much stress... me and brad have gotten in a couple of bad fights because neither of us are getting a sufficient amount of sleep and we're both a little grumpy. plus i've been working extra hours so i'm physically exhausted. but atleast i'm getting enough water. before i would always get really bad ( Read more... )