2nd week - Illness
3rd week - Bio Paper, Art History Paper
4th week - SOSC paper, calc midterm
5th week - Bio Paper
6th week - Bio Lab Report
7th week - Art History paper
8th week - SOSC paper, probably, inevitable suicide. Calc midterm, probably.
9th week - Imminent suicide, thanksgiving.

Seriously, college is going to kill me.

And I'm going to get bad grades too.

But, certain bad grades are ok.

I WILL FINISH THIS. I WILL SURVIVE.

6:34am I woke up; my mom came into my room. I may have woken up slightly before my mom came into my room, but there you are ( Read more... )

I'm very, very sleepy. I woke up unnecessarily early today so that I could come to my Aunt Lily's house to babysit her daughter's daughters (Yahaira & Iliana). I thought their mother, my cousin Roxy, said to meet her here at 7 a.m., so in expectation of this I woke up around 6:15 a.m. Unfortunately, I was wrong and they didn't actually pick me ( Read more... )

stomach in my lungs ( Read more... )

Instability comes late at night, fear does. Drinking four cups of coffee - nay, binging on four cups of coffee - is often an open invitation.

I shouldn’t think so late at night. But I wanted to document something.

I’m never, ever going to run out of index cards.

Minee, I was just kidding about the ew.

I just “finished” my European Civilization “paper” it is “not” very “good.”  As of two hours ago, I officially hit the haven’t slept for 24 hours mark, so as of 8 minutes from now I’ll have gone 26 hours without sleep.  I should really go to sleep right now, but the truth is that I am quite hungry and I feel I should wait until 11, when the dining ( Read more... )

If 2,000 words is a six-page paper, then at around 500 words I am about 1/4 finished ( Read more... )

In about twenty minutes I am going to attempt to take my calculus exam.  I'm prtetty confident about it even though I just finished studying for it about 20 minutes ago.  Or maybe I'm pretty confident because I just finished studying twenty minutes ago?  I've never been the type to cram in the morning so much.  Throughout highschool, my studying ( Read more... )

I am not alone.

I gos lots of friends.

And yet I feel alone.

It might be the 2-am-ness.