::me::

[sandrasimmons96]

I wanna change. I dont wanna be in this costume anymore. I live in a world where things that arent so important to most people, mean the world to me. Where things that arent important to me...i get crushed by people telling me it should be important to me. But why.?. Why should i care about certain stf that i dont. Disney...I love Disney. Michael

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just to add....

[sandrasimmons96]

This is a song from a disney movie that i think explains a little about what i feel....

I have often dreamed
Of a far-off place
Where a great warm welcome
Will be waiting for me
Where the crowds will cheer
When they see my face
And a voice keeps saying
This is where I'm meant to be

I will find my way
I can go the distance
I'll be there someday
If I can be strong
I know ev'ry mild
Will be worth my while
I would go most anywhere
to feel like I belong

I am on my way
I can go the distance
I don't care how far
Somehow I'll be strong
I know ev'ry mile
Will be worth my while
I would go most anywhere
to find where I belong

I will beat the odds
I can go the distance
I will face the world
Fearless, proud and strong
I will please the gods
I can go the distance
Till I find my hero's welcome
Right where I belong

[its732]

That makes a LOT of sense. You and me should start talking more...I mean, we have horticulture together and haven't exchanged more than "Hey, how are you?" all year...

-erin

hmmm

[itiln_wanabe]

i agree with your basic message and itotally agree i like too watch porn and dance too the brady bunch soundtrack thats what makes me comfortable:)

Re: hmmm

[silencedboy]

yeah people thinks it weird when they see a black man putting on a kkk outfit. But for me being as im black and i put on a kkk outfit its a normal part of my day. *white power*

now there ya have it

[itiln_wanabe]

i totaly agree i mean when we found out that a certain white/black man was touching children we just assumed it was part of the apes life but we later founf that he touched a white boy so we had too cut part of his noe off thus giving you the look he has now again we are disclosibng no names

Re: hmmm

[silencedboy]

i kid i kid i just joke with you

hmmmm

[sillyshorty]

What kind of lifestyle am I???? Now I'm all lost and trying to figure it out. Help me, oh wise Sandra.

But all this doesnt mean youre gonna quit being my friend, does it? I know I've been stupid to you lately, but it's not you or the way you live or life or anything.

I'm sure a "fantasy" lifestyle is a lot happier and positive.

Fantasy sounds bad, but you know what I mean.

thanks

[sandrasimmons96]

oh god no Allie i love yoU!!!! That doesnt mean i'll stop being friends with anyone...........it just means im gunna stop pretending to be like everyone... becuz seriously im defenitly a one of a kind! :) looovve uuuuu!

oh and erin we shoulod defenitly start hanging out more.....me and roxi were actually talking about how ur really co0ol a few days ago :) maybe us 3 could hang out and yea.

thanks for the comments......rus and glenn u guys are so funny!

Re: thanks

[its732]

Fo' shizzle my nizzle.