::me::
I wanna change. I dont wanna be in this costume anymore. I live in a world where things that arent so important to most people, mean the world to me. Where things that arent important to me...i get crushed by people telling me it should be important to me. But why.?. Why should i care about certain stf that i dont. Disney...I love Disney. Michael Jackson...love him too. Without those two things, i would be completely lost. For some people its music...some people its dancing or something. For me its Disney and Michael Jackson. Everyone has a lifestyle....whatever it is your lifestyle is...u defenitly have one...but u may not realize it. Some people live in a preppy lifestyle..its not bad, but some people take it too far. Some people live in a hip-hop lifestyle....some people live in a punk lifestyle. But we've taken these lifestyles and turned them into fashion statements...cliques...reasons to judge people. Punk isnt about dickies and studs, hip-hop isnt about freak dancing and Echo brand........preps shoudnt be about perfect hair and abercrombie and fitch. No matter what ur lifestyle is, it should be about attitude, opinions, and your interests. and more. People who have one of these 3 lifestyles tend to be lucky becuz there are a lotta people who share it with them. Some people dont get so lucky and the way they see things, no one else sees it the same. Like me for example. I live in a world of fantasy. Some people may call it immature...some people may call it stupid...but i call it me. I mean it may seem ludacris becuz u dont hear of it often... but i mean it wouldnt be so weird if it were a common thing. Sometimes i feel like i'm totally alone becuz no one lives the lifestyle i do. I dont belong here. I dont know exactly where i belong, but wherever it is...its somewhere where people are happy to see me...where they dont care about what grades i get..as long as im trying hard, and doing my best. A place where people love people for who they really are and who they wanna be. People who are who they really truely are. I'm tired of trying to get into different cliques. I'm gunna be my own person, live in my own lifestyle...even if it means i'll be doing it alone. I love Disney movies becuz like me, everyone feels trapped....but in the end, they always get set free. it gives me assurance...like there is hope for me. There not just movies.... there my life. I mean i enjoy Disney movies as well...but its not just that. Michael Jackson... he does wonderful things for the world..he isn;t afraid to be who he really is,despite all the terrible things people say about him. He knows that people see him as a petifile...but he stays strong..he stays true. That takes a real man. Its not just his lyrics, his dancing, and his performing that i love...its him in general. He loves Disney for the same reason i do. Me and Michael JAckson live the same lifestyle...but we do it in our own way. It'd be awesome if i met someone who shared that with me...but i doubt that'll happen anytime so0on. Like i said....i'm gunna do this, with or without people's acceptance. So if you see me sitting alone at lunch...you'll know why.