I wasn't aware that watching someone You love, who means the world to You die, is a "petty" problem. FUCK YOU, man.

Dear Lord ( Read more... )

Why the fuck no matter how hard I try, no matter how much effort I put into something, it's never fucking good enough. I'm never good enough.

My task is complete. Working on new task(s). God help Me.

To hurt You in as many ways as possible, physically, mentally, emotionally, spiritually, sexually. I want to orgasm while I scream in Your broken blue black and purple face what an ignorant stupid fucking waste and piece of fucking shit You are. I want to choke You and bang Your fucking head against the ground and hear Your vocal chords grind ( Read more... )

Post office before 4.

Bang bang.

I went up to see mom today, and to give her her present.

I have My lesson tommorow. God help that go well.

It was solid
Yet ever changing
It was different
But yet the same
So I starve Myself for energy
Oh I starve Myself for energy

Hey Mom. I miss hanging Your stocking up already. When I wake up tommorow I am going to go to wrap My arms around You and say "Merry Christmas Mom!" just like I always have but this year You're not going to be here with Me. So I'm thinking I'll just bring Your present to Your room or give it to the nurse and leave it there for You, not like You'll ( Read more... )