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fucked up...i'm so sick of swearing
I'm angry, anxious, sad, depressed. I can feel my heart beating out of my chest with every breath. I love him but i don't think it's the right kind of love for our relationship. We really should just be good friends, but we've been sleeping together so long that the friendship wouldn't work and i'm not ready to let go of him yet. I told him I would ( Read more... ) -
Writer's Block: Fashion Forward
birthday suits :p -
I had five dreams last night
1) in my first dream, me and the guys from ghostbuster were all sharing a crappy hotel room and the bed was too small so three of them were under the covers and I was trying to sleep across their feet at the end of the bed on top of the covers. I couldn't sleep though because the bathroom door keep making weird noises. I figured that somebody just ( Read more... ) -
Writer's Block: Significant Change
omg who hasn't and no it never works -
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o my world was very small today -
Writer's Block: Beautiful Vistas
Jon's face the first time I ever set eyes on him, for real i'm not trying to be a super romantic but he really did take my breath away. -
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i'm depressed, i need to go back to counseling. jon leaving is hitting me really hard lately. I wish I had friends good enough to be the only counsel i'd ever need. I don't see a point to many of the things i'm doing, I don't really eat as much as I was, I want to cry, I'm sick, I'm upset, I hate being a girl right now. I don't feel good enough ( Read more... ) -
Oh so deep
The bones crack in the sky
An ancient war so high
You need a ladder to crawl upward
But they still call you a coward
Thinking cloud nine?
Is that heaven mine?
The afterlife a struggle still?
Not unlike Jesus on the hill
Smile now
Especially if you don't know how
Collect the good
And take it as you should -
Capsuled canvas
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When i see you i can't help myself. I take your hand as it sews my broken heart back together and we climb the stairs two at a time. You tackle me on the bed and kiss my neck and tell me you love me. I shove u back and we play fight for a bit until it escalates into the most fun we've had all day. We our both exhausted and rest our eyes on cloud ( Read more... )