I'm not even sure.

In case you didn't know, I'm having a baby.
and today i saw its heartbeat. It was so surreal.
I can't wait to hold that precious baby in my arms.
Oh thee excitement.

I'm so tired, i've been tired for day. This has got to stop or i will surely go insane. I just want to sleep for a week, maybe two. I know if i slept for a week i would feel so much better. I just wanna curl up next to Shane, and not leave.. Ever. This sucks.

A spiral staircase with no end winds throught the inner layer of my brain, twisted roads and off speed sailboats. A winding rock path just past the brooks edge overgrown grass with unintended secret passage ways to killer rattle snakes and hiden spiders with the appetite of three fully grown human males. Webs strung to trap its prey while snakes ( Read more... )

The complexity that are his emotions drowned him as he trys to stay strong for those around him. New tragedy has struck, a freight train has plowed through his heart. The look in his eyes screams help me, but the front he puts on is a seamless brick wall..

How hard i try to maintain a friendship with you, you make it harder. I am annoyed with you, i'm annoyed with everyone. I don't think i was ment to have friends.

You suck sometimes.

I'm so sick of trying.
Nothing i do is good enough.
Nor will it ever be.
I'm pissed off.
I'm ready to fucking hang myself.
I'm taking pills and sleeping.
GoodBye.

It took everything i had to get out of bed today, and the most i have done today is get on this computer.. Thats it. I don't know whats wrong, my entire body feels sad. My bones are screaming miserable..

I'm annoyed. I really don't understand what goes on in boys heads sometimes ( Read more... )